Let us die young or let us live forever.

Some are like water, some are like the heat, Some are the melody and some are the beat, But sooner or later they all will be gone, Why don't they stay young?

Something's made your eyes go cold.

Could you tell me what happened? Could you tell me what I did? Where did everything go?
I'm strung out and confused. I thought you wanted me. I thought you liked me. I thought I was going to get what I wanted for a change. I thought we had something. What happened? What did I do? What changed?
What happened to the hugs from behind and the cute little compliments? What happened to the legitimate texting conversations even though you don't text that much? What happened to sneaking up behind me and putting my hood over my head? What happened to the way you would look into my eyes and I'd ask "What?" and you'd just smile and say "Oh nothing". What happened to spending time with each other? What happened?
I thought you said I made you feel special? I thought you said that you thought I was special? What happened to going out or coming over after work? What happened to giggling with each other behind the bar? What happened to the little glances at me when you thought I wasn't looking? What happened to making me blush and joyfully pointing it out? I thought you said it WAS sincere?
It was like in the blink of an eye everything was gone. It happened too instantly and it hurts. I swear I thought we were going to have something. I can't get over how it literally came to a halt out of no where. I don't know what happened and it's ripping me to bits.
Please, please, PLEASE... whatever it was, please give me another chance?

Some nights.

The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me
I called you up, but we'd both agree
It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance... oh...

You light up my world like nobody else.

I'm broken. Do you hear me?

I'm unbelievably depressed all the time. My mother has gone off the deep end since my stepfather and her got a divorce. She stresses me out. I don't even know who she is anymore. I use to respect her so much, but all of that is gone. It makes me angrier knowing that I can't talk back to her because either she will absolutely despise me for the next to week, while completely neglecting me; or yell more at me because I am a disrespectful daughter. I don't feel like I'm allowed to have opinions with her. I am a child to her only because I live under her roof, but when need be, I'm an adult who should be able to take care of herself because I'm 18 years old.
I feel like I have no friends because no one is hardly there for me. I have no one to actually open up to because no one really gives a fuck. No one knows me anymore because no one cares enough to find out who I am or is willing to except me for who I am. Even in a room surrounded by people, I'm still all alone. No one has time for me.
All I want to do is break down and cry, and the worst part is, I have no one to actually care about me or who even cares that I'm upset.

All I want is for someone to care. Is that too much to ask?

Shut the door, turn the light off.

NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM!

More than this.

I’m broken, do you hear me?
I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,
I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My eye turns to face the floor,
‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than, this

If I’m louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
‘Cause we are the same
You saved me,
When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I’m on my knees,
Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,
But now I’m askin’ you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and hold you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this