I'm unbelievably depressed all the time. My mother has gone off the deep end since my stepfather and her got a divorce. She stresses me out. I don't even know who she is anymore. I use to respect her so much, but all of that is gone. It makes me angrier knowing that I can't talk back to her because either she will absolutely despise me for the next to week, while completely neglecting me; or yell more at me because I am a disrespectful daughter. I don't feel like I'm allowed to have opinions with her. I am a child to her only because I live under her roof, but when need be, I'm an adult who should be able to take care of herself because I'm 18 years old.
I feel like I have no friends because no one is hardly there for me. I have no one to actually open up to because no one really gives a fuck. No one knows me anymore because no one cares enough to find out who I am or is willing to except me for who I am. Even in a room surrounded by people, I'm still all alone. No one has time for me.
All I want to do is break down and cry, and the worst part is, I have no one to actually care about me or who even cares that I'm upset.
All I want is for someone to care. Is that too much to ask?
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