Back to blogging.

As if you couldn't tell from my posts from the last couple years, my luck with boys literally sucks. I know we all have our problems with relationships and love life but I'm almost 1000% sure that I've got worse than most. For some reason guys have always given me the "I just think of you as a friend" excuse. But I mean, really? Do you really only think of me as a friend? Then, you complain about how you can't find a girl who loves you like you love them. You don't understand why girls don't give you a chance and complain about how you would "make the perfect boyfriend" but no one gives you a shot. Bullshit, my "friend". BULLSHIT. I literally tell you I have feelings for you last week, then you tell me you probably could never have feelings for me, but NO GIRL EVER GIVES YOU A CHANCE? How do you really think that makes ME feel? A girl who gave you a chance. A girl who put up with a lot of crap she didn't have to. Damn, I look like an idiot.