I sort of feel like I'm being pushed to the side and forgotten.
I also feel like nothing comes as easy for me as it does for my friends.
Like, a lot of the people I know just keep getting everything they want. They don't realize it, but when they want something, they get it. For me, I want something, and I kinda sorta hope I get it, but I'm usually let down. Like why me? What did I do to deserve being ignored? My wants and needs are just as important as anyone else's, right?
It just comes so easy. Given like candy.
For me, it's like someone showing this great piece of candy, but laughs and says I can't have it.
I don't feel like I've done anything wrong. I don't feel like there's anything wrong with me. But it kinda upsets me when people get exactly what they want CONSTANTLY and they barely have to work for it. It kinda just falls out of the sky onto their lap.
Why can't I get that lucky?
How do I get what I want?
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