Baby, it's okay.

It's not okay.
It's not okay how you can be a jerk to me.
It's not okay how you can NOT say sorry.
It's not okay how you expect me to say I'm sorry for things I don't do.
It's not okay how you accuse me of shit you have no idea about.
It's not okay how you blame me for getting something wrong, when you've been getting it wrong too.
It's not okay how you call me stupid.
It's not okay how you call me a bitch and mean it.
It's not okay how you call me out.
It's not okay to ignore me.
It's not okay to treat me differently.
It's not okay to treat me like I'm your bitch.
It's not okay to get me to do everything you want.
It's not okay to treat me like shit sometimes because you think it's funny.
It's not okay to bitch at me.
It's not okay that I just sit and take it.
It's not okay that I sit and take it because I love you.
It's not okay that I only take it because I'm scared of losing you.
It's not okay that I AM scared of losing you.

It's just not okay.

BUT,

It's okay that you're amazing.
It's okay that you're still my favorite person.
It's okay that I forgive you.
It's okay that I'll continue to forgive you over and over.
It's okay how you love me back.
It's okay how you make me happy when we're together.
It's okay how I'll do anything and everything to make you happy.
It's okay how I'd die for you.
It's okay how I know you'd die for me too.
It's okay how we can argue about things, but make up 5 minutes later.
It's okay that we're best friends.
It's okay that simply your smile makes my heart warm.
It's okay that I've never wanted to spend so much time with anyone else.
It's okay that I love you.
It's okay that you spend all your time with me.
It's okay that you talk to me when you're sad.
It's okay that we trust each other with everything.
It's okay that we respect each other.
It's okay that we won't tell each other how to live our lives.
It's okay that we're different from each other.
It's okay that I care about you.
It's okay that you care about me.
It's okay that we'll be together for a long time.
It's okay that we'll always stand up for each other.
It's okay that we're happy.
It's okay that I don't regret a single moment.
It's okay that I can't live without you.
It's okay when you cry on my shoulder.
It's okay when I cry on your shoulder.
It's okay when you call me at 3 AM.
It's okay when you want to do something spontaneously.
It's okay when you smile at me when you see me.
It's okay when we pick on each other.
It's okay when we give our own opinions.

It's perfectly fine that you're the kind of person that will laugh when I fall, but help me up and whisper "It's okay, I still love you."

It's perfectly fine that the goods out-weigh the bad.
Which is why I'll never give up on you.
You mean the most to me out of anyone else, and I'd never give you up.
I love you.

Just typing this out makes me feel better.