Happy the hard way.

There are certain things in each of us that we hide from the rest of the world. Or at least we try to hide.
Which in turn, we feel like no one understands us. Actually, that's the truth. No one does understand us, because they aren't us.
These things make us who we are, we just don't share them with the rest of the world. It's usually because we're scared of what they'll think or how'll they react.
When really, it's none of anyone else's business. It doesn't matter what they think, because well... they aren't you.
Even the truth is, I can say that all I want, but I still do it too. I understand.

Like, for me. As much as I hate to admit it, I am an extremely jealous person. Jealousy is a typical reason for why I get upset. Like, I get really mad because of it. Or sad. Or any kind of negative emotion. But I can't help it. I know what I want, and sometimes I get pissed when someone else gets it. I hardly show anyone how jealous I get. How things affect me. Because I don't want to be known as a crazy psycho bitch... (;
Okay, it's not THAAAT bad. But I do get jealous a lot.
I've gotten better with it. I've learned that we don't always get what we want, and there's no use crying (or getting mad) over it. It's better to get over it and move on, because eventually it'll stop affecting you.

I do know that sometimes it's different or more difficult that just being jealous. Everyone gets jealous sometimes...

It's just part of our personality that we hide from people to fit in or we don't want to admit it to ourselves. The thing is, it's impossible to run away from. It's who we ARE. We have to embrace it, and sometimes learn how to deal with it.

You can't run away from yourself.
Don't try. <3