Rewind

I'd like to go back and take a look at my last entry from a few days ago.
I just want to say, that I'm really not depressed or anything. I really am happy. It's just... you know those moments when you just forget everything good you have and focus on the bad? I looked back and saw just... bad bad bad. When I really shouldn't have. I just let out everything I was feeling, but it came out over-exaggerated.
I'm actually happy with my life. I've got my overly amazing friends, and I've got my family. I've got good grades, and I have plans on the weekends. I have people I can talk to about my problems, and I have music to help me express myself. I have life.
Sometimes I forget what I have and focus on the things I don't have. And anytime that happens, I just lose it. When in reality, I have more of the things I want than the things I don't have.
I'm happy (:

I'm not bipolar or anything. I'm just complicated. My mind thinks oddly. I just needed a little time to calm down and to stop blowing things out of proportion. I needed time with my friends, and time to myself.
I needed to think, and come to the realization that we don't get everything we want in life, and no matter how unfair we think it is, we have to remember what God gave us. Because what we don't have will either come in time, or it's not part of our life plan.

Either way, I have what I need, and that's really all I can ask for.