I love you 5

Have you ever thought that maybe fate somehow fell short? Like, maybe something was suppose to happen but something messed with the universe and it didn't happen?
I've been feeling like that more and more lately. I've been feeling like something should've happened before in my life, but it was sidetracked into changing the whole thing.
But then I think... What would have happened if it hadn't?
I would really like to know how much my life would have changed if things would have happened differently. I'm happy with the way things are, but it's just the thought that things could be so different.
Even the smallest thing that could have changed, EVERYTHING would be different now. It's such a complicated thought.
Things come down to just the decisions you make. Like, one decision can effect the rest of your life, no matter how small or big. It's kinda crazy. It's kinda a scary thought.

That whole entire thought came up because of a Blink 182 song. You know. "Feeling This".
I kinda love the lines "Fate fell short this time; your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine; I'll leave when I wanna."
I love Blink 182 in general (:

Oh my. Tomorrow is the 26th of January. >.<
That's kinda a good and day bad day in my past.
It's such a happy memory, but it's the reason why I'm so... blah now. For two years. Ugh.
Certainly be expecting a blog for tomorrow. No doubt about it. I have no idea if it's gonna be a happy one or a bad one. Most likely a bad one. Fuck.

Hahaha. OH WELL. That's life. It's gone by long enough.
Let's be done with this shit for life. Let's make it okay. Let's smile. Let's not live in the past. Move forward.

OH, so I got my SocialVibe pink ball :D WOO! I'm pretty excited about it. I sent my request to get my bracelets, so I should be getting them sometime in the future.

Never Shout Never's new album got leaked :X and yes, I downloaded it. I'm gonna go ahead and say it's great :D I love the song 'I Love You 5' (As you can tell from the title of this blog) (;
Hahaha.

Anyways. I think this is good enough.
Once again, be expecting a blog tomorrow.
Too-da-loo (: