I would like to apologize to the person I wrote that awful 'letter' to in my blog. I realize there is no use hating someone, so I went ahead and decided to be the better person and apologize to them myself. I thought that things wouldn't get any better if I didn't take a step up and do something. I know I said I wouldn't apologize to them first because nothing was my fault. But, I came to realize that there was some sort of my own fault all along. I realized that even though I hadn't tried to take their own friend away, I sort of was for a while. I know how much I hate when I get ditched and ignored by someone so they can hang out and spend all their time with someone else who hasn't been their friend for nearly as long. So for that I am sincerely sorry. I finally came to see that even though I never really intended to do anything, I sort of was doing something all along.
I don't know exactly how well of terms with this person. It's all up to them. I never asked to be best friends at all, but I want to be on good terms since we have many of the same friends who dislike seeing us hate each other. If we could just be friends and get along, I'm fine. I feel like we are better though. There haven't been any rude texts or anything lately, and I'm happy about that. Yesterday we actually spoke the first actual kind words to each other in over a year.
So, for that rude blog, I do apologize to them, but I was mad and I felt like there really wasn't any better way to let my feelings out than through a blog.
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