Have a little faith in me.

"So, I won't do what you told me
I won't do what you said, no
I'm not goin' stop feelin'
I'm not goin' forget

I don't want to start over
I don't want to pretend that
You are not my lover
That you're only my friend"


So, today is the day. It's the last day of summer vacation. Tomorrow, I will wake up at 6:00 am, take a shower, get dressed, and go to school for the first time in 3 months. Part of me thinks nothing special happened this summer. Nothing significant happened. But you know, it did. Something amazing happened. Not on the outside, but on the inside. I feel so much better now. I think for the first time in over a year and a half, I think...

I am actually happy.

It's been over a year and a half since I've actually said that. And, honestly. I have to thank the most amazing friends I have. Tyler, Brie, and Ayah. Wow. Those guys are the most amazing people ever. I love them to death.

The last two days have been AMAZING. I don't even know. I just thought they were great, because I was actually able to enjoy them. I am happy.

I have come to terms with everything I have been upset with, and I'm glad I finally was able to do that.

This school year should be a great year. I hope so. Even though I didn't accomplish everything I wanted this summer. I still was able to fix something that has been affecting my life for a long time. I'm happy that I've moved on, and realized that letting go of some things is the best thing to do. I'm not giving up everything, but I'm giving up most of it.

Right now I am listening to my official summer soundtrack. The whole Nothing Personal album by All Time Low. I've chosen that whole CD to be my summer album. I couldn't think of anything better. I love it so much, and it has really helped me with everything <3

I got my school schedule on Friday, and I really like it (: I have a few of my friends in my classes and I just think I'll like it. Part of me is excited for everything to just get started again. To just get back with it, but I am REALLY going to miss sleeping in every day and staying up all night. I am going to miss not having a curfew. But, I think it's time I moved out of summer and back into the school year yet again.

So, here is to another year with my friends. New and old. Here's to making everything count, and living in the moment. Taking chances and seeing where life will lead us (:
Freshman year was so crazy, I am really wondering how Sophomore will even compare. I mean, last year was... wow. I really grew up, and so did my friends. I am really excited, and a tad nervous, to see what this year is going to bring.


<3