Too much.

"Too much of anything is too much."

I wish all my problems would just wash away. I wish I could have a good day where nothing goes wrong. I wish everyone would stop hating me. I wish, I wish, I wish. That's the most I can do, is wish. Let's face it, wishes don't always come true. It's very rare that one actually does come true. I mean, there are different wishes. Ones that you have the ability to make come true, and the ones that you have to let fate decide on. Some people have the ability to make their own wishes come true, but are too lazy.
I hate when people have exactly what they want in front of their own face, but can't even see it. It's like "Hey, you have what you want. Why can't you see it?" It's like their blind. What they want is flailing it's arms around, hitting them in the forehead, but they don't even notice. If you have the ability to get what you want, please, just try and notice it.
Then there are the people that realize that it's there, but still choose not to take advantage of it. They know what they want is in front of them, but they still choose not to get up and work for it. It's pretty stupid as well.
Maybe it's not exactly what you pictured in your mind, but still, it's there. You just have to look at the big picture instead of one detail that might not be to your complete liking.

Another thing. I hate being pushed to the side. I hate the feeling of not being important enough for someone. I feel like the "back-up friend" sometimes. It's like, I'm here until someone better comes along for you to talk to. I appreciate the people who don't make the feel like that, but the ones who do, jeez. You don't realize how annoying it is. Some people don't get that they even do it at all, and I guess it's my fault for not sharing all my feelings a lot of the time. Maybe if I did, people would understand. But it's hard for me.

ANYWAYS. I'm done with my little rants. Haha.


Peeeeace.