Wednesday, June 30, 2010

You make me wanna die.

OHmyGOD.

Not that again.
Please... no.


I couldn't handle that again.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

You matter very much.


"We hope you know you're not that only one who feels the way you feel. You are not the only one who struggles. You are not the only one with questions. You are not crazy. You deserve to be heard. You deserve love.

You deserve love.

You deserve a place that feels like home. You deserve some hands to hold. Hands to pull you past the broken moments, hands to catch you when you fall. Eyes to see you. To say you're there, that you exist, that you change a room. That your presence is significant. Ears to hear you - hear your stories, hear your laugh. Ears to hear your questions and say they matter.

Your questions matter.

Maybe call a friend today or invite someone to coffee. Tell someone they matter or tell someone you could use a conversation. Write a letter or ask someone how they're doing. Like a song too much. Feels the drums or get lost in the chorus. It means that you're alive.

It's good that you're alive. Who else could play your part?

We hope you get to a place, wake to a day, where that feels true. You deserve to know it's true.

To Write Love on Her Arms is a community of people with questions and struggles. It is for broken people and it is led by broken people. Life is heavy and light. Life is both. Beauty and pain, aches and dreams... We are saying that it's okay to talk about those things. We are saying that we need to. We are choosing to believe that stories deserve better endings. That hope is real, that help is real, that people need other people."


TWLOHA.com

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I just held it in.


Sometimes, when you love someone with all of your heart, you'll do anything to keep them happy.

Even if it means never letting them know.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Addicted to me.


You can love, you can lust, you can use me.
All you want.
You can lie, you can trust, you confuse me.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Thinking of you...


He kissed my lips,
I taste your mouth.
He pulled me in,
I was disgusted with myself.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Take a breath and let the rest come easy.


It's like there's a restart button that God keeps pressing.
It's almost ironic.












I need you?

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Stand in line like military time. Flowers blooming up from dirt.


"There are always going to be things you wish were different and a list of things you wish you could redo. There is no rewind button in life, so chin up and realize that the universe is giving you exactly what you need. A reason to remember why you cut someone out of your life and a reason to be excited why you let someone else in. A reason you didn't book that job, tour or commercial. A reason why you got caught in every red light, even though you were in a hurry. Please trust that the universe is unfolding as it should.

The beauty of life is cut from the same cloth as the beauty of showbusiness- we never get to see what is waiting next in the wings."

-Keltie Colleen <3




And it’s a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know it’s all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you’re getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I’ll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change.