The kids are all fucked up.

IT'S NOT MY FAULT.
STOP TAKING EVERYTHING OUT ON ME.

Good lord.
I can't fix everything the very second you need it.
Stop blowing up when I can't.
I don't do it to intentionally piss you off.
Sometimes I just CAN'T.

Good FUCKING lord.

I'm totally useless to you when I can't give you the world on a silver platter.
But when I can, I'm suddenly really important.

You're mad now, but the second I can get you what you want, I'll be #1 again.

It figures.

It's bound to happen...

I think this is where it starts.


...lovely.

Your shadow

I'll be like your shadow,
and I promise to make you believe,
that I'll follow wherever you may go,
and swear I'll never leave.

No matter the distance or the speed,
I'll always be behind you.
No matter how fast you may be,
it will never be an issue.

On the brightest days,
or in the middle of the night.
My heart will find a way
to make everything seem alright.

Even when I might disappear,
I think you should know,
that I will always be right here, and
I'll be like your shadow.

<3

I've never taken anything from you, so why did you have to go and steal my heart?

Why can't I seem to get the thought of you out of my mind?
It's been like this for... oh... three years? That's quite a long time, if you ask me.
Do you think anyone else could say that about you?
I don't really think so.
For some reason, I can't seem to get the intoxicating scent of you away from my senses.
Something about it pulls me in and makes everything in the world disappear, making me feel like it's only you and me.
Your smile... wow. Your smile. Just the image in my mind makes me all warm and smiley. It radiates beauty and confidence.
Your tears, well they cut me like a knife. Seeing you in pain hurts me more than it should.
The image of me cuddled in your arms at night is almost like heaven to me. I don't think I'd pick anything over that.

What is the reasoning for all of this?
Well, the only thing I could come up with was...
I love you.


I gave you the better part of me.
I hope you enjoy it.

I would follow you anywhere.

"Turn around, bright eyes.
Turn around.
Every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be.
Turn around.
Every now and then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am.
Turn around.
Every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you.
Turn around.
Every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do.
Turn around, bright eyes.
Every now and then I fall apart."


-From the song 'Total Eclipse Of The Heart' by Bonnie Tyler



Oooooh <3 I love that song (:
Sooo... summer's gotten back down to being the way it normally is. Friends during the day, then alone at night. I thought it was gonna be different, but naw. It's the same. I'm pretty sure all my summers are gonna be the same. Everyone gets all the excitement, and I get to sit around and bask it in. LOVE IT.
Who knows? Maybe it'll change later. Hopefully. 'Cause it's really getting to me.

Summer '10

I can tell this summer is gonna be different than ANY other summer I've ever experienced.

Starting tonight.

Crazy.Night.

40 steps.

Soft light, total silence
So tired to take the table near the door
The table near the door
Set back under fire
Only as stable as I choose to show
If I choose to show
But where were you that night?
When I was...

Well, I feel that this an explosion
Nobody else could ever really know
I would follow you anywhere

You say you don't believe in science
You're always afraid of what you can't control
I would follow you anywhere
But where were you that night?
When I was...

When I was calling for the answer
That you probably shouldn't know
When it feels like flames surrounding me here
When you were calling with your questions
And all I needed was to know
When it feels like flames surrounding me here

Unkempt and over caffeinated
I walked the forty steps to the room
Back to the room

You say you don't believe in science
You're always ashamed of what you're willing to lose
I would follow you anywhere
But where were you that night?
When I was...

When I was calling for the answer
That you probably shouldn't know
When it feels like flames surrounding me here
When you were calling with your questions
And all I needed was to know
When it feels like flames surrounding me here

So this is it
So this is it
So this is the silence
So this is the silence we began
It's never quite
It's never quite over
It's never quite over in the silence

When I was calling for the answer
That you probably shouldn't know
When it feels like flames surrounding me here
When you were calling with your questions
And all I needed was to know
When it feels like flames surrounding me here