Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Say something you know they'll wanna hear.


Maybe they'll listen up if you speak loud enough.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

You say "I love you", I say "I'll love you forever."


"So in love, imagine 4 people in your life you'll truly love. Each for every letter in love. L-loser, O-overly done, V-very wrong, E-everything you ever wanted. But sometimes God has this weird way of messing with the spelling of love. So, if you're lucky your E may just follow your L. No matter what, it'll be an adventure you'll never forget."


-Tyler Christian Ballew <3

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

You say yes, I say no. You say stop, I say go, go, go.


I found this quote from a blog I never posted. I really enjoy it.

"Life is like a book in many ways.
You can read it to the end, or stop in the middle. If you like a page, bookmark it as a memory, and if you come to a page where you don't like, just turn the page and move on."
-Molly Kaye Escagne

Then you're the fool, I'm just as well. Hope it gives you hell.


Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well.


Btw, new Glee is gonna be bad-ass (: Last night's episode was so good! I'm so excited for it to be back :D I missed it! Looking for next week's episode. It makes me so happyyyyy.
Oh, I got my drivers license today!!! Now I can drive (: Wooooo!

Monday, April 12, 2010

You got me. (Hey, jealous)


I feel like this one person keeps trying to make me jealous. I don't really appreciate it, you know. I could care less about all the crap you've done. I'm happy your life is just going so perfect right now, and you're just so happy about all of this, but it's not making me feel any better about mine. It's just... like... I don't know. I really am happy that you're happy, but I don't want to only hear about it. I don't want you to rub in my face that you're getting exactly what you want.
You're just getting all this attention, and everything is great.
There are so many things I just want to say, but first of all, I'm being considerate. I just have no one to talk about this to, because everything you tell me is a secret basically. If I tell that one someone, you're gonna be hella pissed. And you know, I'm not one who blabs all my friend's secrets. Especially when I know it will hurt them.
You tell me all of your secrets and other's secrets. I'll give a few of mine, but there is no way I'm dishing out all of my friend's secrets to you. You better be glad I'm not a bitchy friend.
I spill one secret to the right person, and I ruin everything you've got going on right now.
But I would never ever ever do that. I'm not THAT mean.
Hahaha, you're not reading this because you don't know about it. I just had to vent a little.
I love you and all, but this is ridiculous. If you're trying to make me jealous, stop.
Just because it's working and it's not making me happier for you. It's really not making me any happier about myself either.
You know what I want, and you'd take it if you could. That's a sad, sad thing.
I don't talk to you enough for you to ever know I feel like this.
Oh well, I'll live.

Kthanks.

Oh, and I love my best friends too much to hurt them. Be happy.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Sooner or later, I'll need a saviour.


It might be the hardest thing on earth, but it could be the most beneficial. It could cause the most pain, but it could also be the key to your happiness.
It's better to live out a the pain now, for your happiness later than to live with a numb feeling to get rid of all the feelings you could be feeling.
It's harder to give up on the things that make you the happiest, but are the worst for you. It's usually worth it though.
We don't know it, and we don't want to believe it.
The idea that we can't live without something or someone is more of a mindset than anything else really.
It takes time, but it gets easier.
I've come to this realization quite recently, and I will be listening to my own advice this time.

"It won´t ever change if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it but I know it´s hard to choose if you´re chained
And when it´s all you control cause you´ve got nothing less to hold
You´re getting tighter and tighter it´s getting harder to let it go"

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admiting it?


As many times as I can say "What I don't know won't hurt me"...
When I find out, it kills me.