Some nights.

The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me
I called you up, but we'd both agree
It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance... oh...

You light up my world like nobody else.

I'm broken. Do you hear me?

I'm unbelievably depressed all the time. My mother has gone off the deep end since my stepfather and her got a divorce. She stresses me out. I don't even know who she is anymore. I use to respect her so much, but all of that is gone. It makes me angrier knowing that I can't talk back to her because either she will absolutely despise me for the next to week, while completely neglecting me; or yell more at me because I am a disrespectful daughter. I don't feel like I'm allowed to have opinions with her. I am a child to her only because I live under her roof, but when need be, I'm an adult who should be able to take care of herself because I'm 18 years old.
I feel like I have no friends because no one is hardly there for me. I have no one to actually open up to because no one really gives a fuck. No one knows me anymore because no one cares enough to find out who I am or is willing to except me for who I am. Even in a room surrounded by people, I'm still all alone. No one has time for me.
All I want to do is break down and cry, and the worst part is, I have no one to actually care about me or who even cares that I'm upset.

All I want is for someone to care. Is that too much to ask?

Shut the door, turn the light off.

NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM!

More than this.

I’m broken, do you hear me?
I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,
I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My eye turns to face the floor,
‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than, this

If I’m louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
‘Cause we are the same
You saved me,
When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I’m on my knees,
Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,
But now I’m askin’ you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and hold you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

Take it for granted that we’ll be the same.

Best friends don't make best friends feel like this.

I need that one thing,

...and you've got that one thing.

A few of my favorite quotes.

Molly: What if my name was Komitza Krimes?
Ayah: My name would be Bailzoo Out

"I thought it was a road."
- Makenzie.

"Its easy to forget how to appreciate your front door, when you're always walking through it."
-Alexander William Gaskarth

"You're not perfect sport, and let me save you the suspence. This girl you met, she isn't perfect either. But the question is, whether or not you're perfect for each other. Thats the whole deal, thats what intimacy is all about. Now, you can know everything in the world sport, but the only way you're finding out that one is by giving it a shot."
-Robin Williams

"Love is something to be created and given; expressed and shared. Like so many other things, it takes two. And the love created is stored in a special, well-protected chamber of the heart in which the owner can develop as many or as little keys as they desire to give whomever they chose access to that love."
-Unknown

"Today I saw cancer, cigarettes and shortness of breath. This is why I walk to the ocean. Swim with sharks and jellyfish. I may never get this chance again. This is why if you want to kiss you should kiss. If you want to cry you should cry, and if you want to live you should live. You don't have to love me. You already did. At least enough to keep me smiling from South Carolina to Virginia. It's for lovers (orjustfriends) This is why I do it."
-Ryan Ross