Long live.

I have not posted a good blog in a really long time. I really wanted to a couple of times, but I didn't. I feel about 40 thousand different emotions in one day. It's kind of hard to deal with, but I'm trying my best. I spent most of the time either at work or at school. I rarely have time between. I miss my best friend more and more ever day. I'm still completely hopeless with my love life. I got a new kitten. I rescued it from someone who never should have gotten a cat in the first place. Her name is Marteensie. I got my iphone for my birthday and I really love it.
I spend more time on my tumblr. But I prefer this for my text posts and to really rant about things. Mostly because not many people have access to this blog.
I wish I used it more.
I'm relaxing right now by myself, just thinking and enjoying myself. That's something I don't get to do as much as I want. I wish I had more time to just chill out.
It's starting to get cold outside and I'm so excited. I'm so ready for winter. I'm ready for sweaters, scarves, and boots. I'm ready to see my breath when I walk out the door. I'm ready for something to change. I need something new to happen.

I don't really know what to say next.
I don't feel like I'm done yet.
I guess that's one of my problems.
I don't know when to stop.