And today is...

TYLER AND MY 3 YEAR FRIENDAVERSARY!

Then...


And now...


He is my absolute best friend! I love him so much and he is always there for me. Even though it's only been three years, it feels like we've been best friends for forever. I'm totally confident that him and I will continue to always be friend through the rest of our lives. Our kids will be best friends. He's like my brother, and he treats me like a sister (picking on each other included). Even though he moved to Houston, it has not affected our relationship. We're as good of friends as ever. He's possibly the funniest person I've ever met. We've had some of the craziest adventures. I know without him, I wouldn't be who I am today. I can talk to him about anything and he won't judge me. That's what everyone wants/needs. I couldn't ask for anyone better!

&&

It's my first day of summer vacation!

Forget about it.

"You know, there are some days when I really feel like this could work…

…like you and I are finally gonna get it right.

THEN, there are days like today, when you make me want to tear my fucking hair out.”

-Alexander William Gaskarth

Something.... something about the chase.

If only...


...if fucking only.

Who do you think you are?

Wow, jerk.

Fuck you.

Fuck you (An Ode to No One)

No, I'm not going to believe that you "want to hang out with me" so that you can get me to drive you forever away so you can hang out with a lot of people who really aren't your friends, and I don't even give a shit about.
No, hanging out with a lot of people I don't know so you can hang out with a few people you know, and a few people who really don't even know who you are does NOT sound like fun.
No, standing around listening to shitty bands play with the people I mentioned above doesn't sound fun.
And yes, I do realize that I'm your second option and the only friend you have with a car.
And yes, I am quite aware that you aren't going to talk to me tonight because of the fact that I don't want to drive you there.
And NO, that doesn't bother me at all.

You and I.

God obviously knew what he was doing when he didn't let me be with you... and you... and you.

Forever alone.

It really gets old when every single person I know puts down every single thing I love.

To be loved, to be love. What more could you ask for?

I'm not in love, this is not my heart. I'm not gonna waste these words.

Let me go.

Night is falling
We come undone
My heart is broken
Yeah, you're still my only one

But I got so many
Things left to do
I wanna feel like I've been through
What you've been through

You are my first love
Trust me I have tried
But now I know I need to go
Just spread my wings and fly

So, baby
Let my love, let my love go
Baby
Let me live, I've got to go

Maybe
One day I'll be yours, who knows?
Baby
My love, let my love go

(Baby gotta let me go)
My love, let my love go
(gotta let me go)

My love
(Baby gotta let me go)
Let my love go

I still daydream
That you'll stop by
And when my phone rings
I want you're voice on the line

It's not about
Anybody else
This hurts like hell
But I know I need it for myself

You are my first love
Trust me I have tried
But now I need to learn to fall
Without by my side

(Trust me baby) Baby
Let my love, Let my love go
Baby
Let me live, I've got to go

Maybe
One day I'll be yours, who knows?
Baby
My love, let my love go

(Baby gotta let me go)
My love, Let my love go
(Let me go)

My love
(Baby gotta let me go)
Let my love go

How is that?
This hurts me baby
Boy you'll never know
I just can't sit here regretting
Gotta let you go

If we're meant to be forever
Then it's down the road
If you really care about me
Let me go

Baby
Let my love, let my love go
Baby
Let me live, I've got to go

Maybe
One day I'll be yours, who knows?
Baby
My love, let my love go

(Baby gotta let me go)
My love, Let my love go
(Let me go)

My love
(Baby gotta let me go)
Let my love go

Baby
Let my love, let my love go
Baby
Let me live, I've got to go

Maybe
One day I'll be yours, who knows?
Baby
My love, let my love go

(Baby gotta let me go)
My love, let my love go
(Let me go)

My love
(Baby gotta let me go)
Let my love go