Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I've got no time for feeling sorry.


It's always the same thing. Back to back. You can't be single, but the relationships you in tear you apart. It's a lose/lose situation, huh? It's always like this. Each time.
You tell me you're smarter and learn from your mistakes. Well why do you keep making the same ones over and over?
You feel different about each new person you're with, but I see the same relationship over and over again. It starts out and you're oh so happy. Everything is perfect and they're "soooo adorable!" A little bit into it, you two end up arguing about stupid things.
I've seen this back to back plenty of time to learn how to deal with it. But oh my fucking God. Are you really letting these stupid fights lead you to make dumb decisions? Do you realize what real love is?
It's more than saying "I love you." It's wanting happiness for another person more than your own.
Great, they told you they loved you, but seriously? Can you honestly sit there and tell me that you believe they really love you? If they loved you, would they be constantly hurting you? Would they have you do the things your doing to try and "cope" with your depression?
This isn't right.
You're forgetting what you've been through. You've been through horrible stuff in the past. I've seen it. I've seen you.
It's not something you plan. Love. It's something you just fall into. It's something that's unexpected and unexplainable.
Whether you want it, or not, you've accepted it again.
You can get through this as you've gotten before.
With me by your side.
FOREVER.

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