Lullaby

Did you ever think that maybe it was me that was the failure? Maybe something's wrong with me? I guess you never stopped to consider that, did you?

My chosen songs of the day are:

1. The World Has It's Shine (But I'd Drop It On A Dime) -Cobra Starship

2. Lullaby -The Spill Canvas

3. What A Catch, Donnie -Fall Out Boy

I dunno. They're good. :)

I've realized that these last few days, I have very low tolerance for anyone. Almost everyone has been getting on my LAST nerve. But of course, there are the certain people who know when to leave me alone, and I thank them very much for that. But today, I was sitting at lunch with some "friends" and everyone just started complaining. It made me mad. It's like, "Okay, you have problems. So do I, but I'm not flaunting it around." If they are trying to get sympathy from me, they're not going to. No one's life is perfect, so just shut up. We all have problems, but when you just toss them around in people's faces, it somewhat shows that you're weak, or you're just craving attention. I'm sorry you have issues, but life isn't perfect.

I guess you could say that I've grown up a little in the last few months. I understand that nothing goes the way we want it to. Some people haven't realized it yet.

I've been craving to go to the beach lately. I don't know why, but I've really wanted to get away. Just for one day. Lay out in the warm sun, tan a little while watching the clouds go by and listening to the ocean, play in the sand like a little kid, and maybe I'd even go swimming (which is a huge step for me because I hate ocean water). I'd love to have a picnic on the beach with my friends. Pink lemonade, for sure. I want to walk up and down the beach and collect pretty sea shells. I just find the beach to be such a peaceful place. I always feel good while I'm there.

And of course I have my beach play list :) But the ultimate beach song is of course, The Beach by All Time Low. It's perfect!

Now I have chocolate cake and milk calling my name :D

Later!