Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Something's made your eyes go cold.

Could you tell me what happened? Could you tell me what I did? Where did everything go?
I'm strung out and confused. I thought you wanted me. I thought you liked me. I thought I was going to get what I wanted for a change. I thought we had something. What happened? What did I do? What changed?
What happened to the hugs from behind and the cute little compliments? What happened to the legitimate texting conversations even though you don't text that much? What happened to sneaking up behind me and putting my hood over my head? What happened to the way you would look into my eyes and I'd ask "What?" and you'd just smile and say "Oh nothing". What happened to spending time with each other? What happened?
I thought you said I made you feel special? I thought you said that you thought I was special? What happened to going out or coming over after work? What happened to giggling with each other behind the bar? What happened to the little glances at me when you thought I wasn't looking? What happened to making me blush and joyfully pointing it out? I thought you said it WAS sincere?
It was like in the blink of an eye everything was gone. It happened too instantly and it hurts. I swear I thought we were going to have something. I can't get over how it literally came to a halt out of no where. I don't know what happened and it's ripping me to bits.
Please, please, PLEASE... whatever it was, please give me another chance?